I Hate to Medium This, However…
Someone reported my facebook.com/walasianoor account for something last night, and it can no longer be used.
also find me on x.com/walasia doing my 1,2
each and every day I try to instagram.com/noorscience
I have a little bloggy-blog that’s cute like a Keroppi Frog it’s ladiesfirstladiesfirst.substack.com
I am always on my THRONE at throne.com/walasia — I know U want to gift me, ’cause I can read your mind!
Now onto today’s tawdry, awful messaging that I’d normally put ‘pon the book of face so my “family” can see it and read if they choose and feel shame (they must?)…
PREFACE: I had to beg for bags of ice last night. I really bought ice, for $17.78 from a 7–11 via UberEats, if anyone cares I’ll show the poverty-stricken receipt for that transaction.
Lieutant’s Log, Stardate 13 August 2024, Live from the Traphouse in Mesquite, Texas, United States of America, in the Late-Stage Capitalism Galaxy of Earth’s Federation.
I got ice last night.
There’s 6 more days in this traphouse.
20$ a day just for ice, just to have a very dangerous and uncomfortable yet survivable room temperature.
countdown…
now I can ALMOST walk up and down the stairs alone once a day if I don’t carry things. the slumlord says no cooking or using the stove and refuses to turn on the air at all anymore. they BEEN paid in full for a crazy high rental amount for a room that’s not painted with no closet to hang clothes with a hole in the ceiling and a hole in the wall. Sparks come out of the electrical outlets. there’s no screens on the window. I stay in the room door locked unless i have to re up on ice or water. i eat from a box in the room.
i’m stuck here now, no more intern, no studio, no medical folks coming to help until i hit the new place in dallas. i say traphouse but no one is actually trapping in here.
i’m audiohustling 20 hours a day and night. 7 days a week. from a bed. an air mattress to be exact. since NOVEMBER 2023 whenever I could get out of the airbed… usually just to stretch or use the room of rest (which is more down bad than even the rest of this tawdry establishment.
On Sunday i walked, around the block, by myself, once, and did a little IG live on the covered porch. I have to get my body good enough to be able to grab all my shit, get an uber on the 18th to the next spot, and get inside A REAL ROOM WITH AIR AND A CLEAN SHOWER AND SAFETY AND A MODICUM OF COMFORT.
All this because MY HOUSE will be ready on November 1.
I got medical shit scheduled and deposited in Fort Worth and/or Dallas in August, September. Some Cali things in October that I can’t afford, may or may not get funded and likely will have to be rescheduled.
Please note I do not ever ask for help with rent or bills or my business expenses or business rents or bills EVER and I never have. Nothing anyone sends EVER goes to those expenses. Because I AM A HUSTLER AND I WORK HARDER THAN MOST.
I have a TERMINAL disease and ALL I DO IS WORK.
I HAVE HEALTH INSURANCE.
I need a job or a sponsor or a family/friendperson to cover secondary insurance or the whole pain management plan in Dublin California is … a dub. They take my healthcare only with a second.
Do what YOU can do, but mainly?? SHARE and email and post and RT and tell people who I am, what is wrong (a terminal disease known as SJS, no cure, CAN be fatal, some survive and live in excruciating pain all the time, like ME).
TELL the world, cause most of U know me — once that bare minimum I need to get as healthy as possible for ME, I’ll use anything “extra” to fund other mutual aid or even help research for SJS.
I won’t put links cause it fucks off the algorithm. Share this if you want. Or just the links. Do what YOU can do. Remind people who I am and how I built their corporations of my blood, sweat and tears.
THEY are the ones who need to fund my isht now, and the very few rich “friends” aka quasi-biz or former business associates who also loved/love me still. NON AMERICANS have money and they can afford to fund mutual aid.
I spend most hours selling music to people in 60 countries around the world, because most in america are in a poor state, or invite their own poverty to their doorstep. I get it. I live it. We’re beyond fucked.
SPREAD the WORD if U can’t spread a donation, that’s not any kind of problem. When I get “extra” money again if ever, I’ll use a lot of it for mutual aid like I always have and always do. That’s only on hold now because I NEED BAGS OF ICE TO SURVIVE.
for six more days.
p.s. I could really use a Machete and/or a Baseball bat to get sent here for the time being. Just in case the move out needs a little cleanup in the backyard, or I need to hit a ball to relieve some stress in the front yard while I wait for the uber XL on Sunday, 18 August, 2024.
text seven zero seven six three three eight eight one eight for addy.
I’ll bring my own ball(s).
FIN
Post-Script Shouts out, Donation Reminders:
THANK U ALL WHO HELP OR CARE OR LOVE WALASIA